All I ever hear from people is “Stay Strong”. How can I possibly stay strong when in the end there’s no point?

That one statement always ends up getting pilled up in the back of my mind with all the other things I over think about. People say stay strong for a hope of being able to live by that , Yet it’s impossible. I’ll never be able to stay strong because I’m a weak person . A weak person to me , is a selfish person. And it’s at the point where I don’t even care how selfish it is to take my own life because this is what I have to have. My way out; Freedom. Its like that shiny red bike you want for Christmas , and you go downstairs and see it there... Only you can’t have it. That’s suicide to me. The feeling of wanting something you can’t have because you will be remembered as selfish. And the attention of your suicide will only leave people talking for about a week at most, then their life goes on, and you will just remembered as a thought. Yep, I’m willing to take that risk, Of being just a thought, or a memory .